Always.

I am pretty sure its been the longest time, and i know we both know an miss it.
Remember it?
I sure do.
It was simple.
No words, no lies, no problems.
It was in all sincerity two girls with wide eyes, ready for the world.
No doubts, no cares, all laughs and all smiles.
Just us.

It was summer, it was fall.
Really, We had it all :)
Now it's gone, hide away.
Let's bring it back-If I may?

Alright.
I told myself I would never tell you..but part of the reason I let go was for you. I felt terrible and still do, even if i doesnt show, for all the time you spent trying to help me for the better when I was too stupid to wake up and change it myself. And..maybe that it would help to show you all you did was worth it and not just things i didnt listen to or do what you say. I thought to do it for me too. Because i couldn't go on like that.I knew you were hurt even more than I was, by my ignoring looks and thinking I was perfectly fine. You've always been smarter, and knew exactly how to get me to listen.

You know me better than i do..and I dont even know why.

I've listened all along you know.
I'm sorry I never really acted on it or thanked you.

I don't know how else to say it..
I'm sorry.

Love,
Your buddy.

Maybe I'm just tired and frustrated.