and she went CRAZY...

oh hey.
look, i know you're not exactly in love with me right now.
but i have a feeling we both could use a friend right now.
so if you'd like to speak to me about anything i'm here.
i always have been, no matter what you think. 
i hope you know that i love you. a lot.
i've changed. i know you don't like it.
i'm not sure i do either, but what can i do?





i vote i'm sponge bob.[:

um..this picture kinda freaks me out.


i love you[:
don't forget mmmk?

withlove,
thee brunette.

Sometimes, It's Okay.

Life, it is difficult.

I, I am difficult. 

a boy told me that thrice today.

Sometimes there is absolutely NOTHING terribly wrong going on in a person's life, that person simply takes all her little things and combine them into a big one, and it comes off as the following;

"Oh I'm fine. And yes, Just fine."

Does that make sense? 

I dont want to just ramble on here.

I have no need to. (aka) :

-I don't have an injury. 

-I don't want to kill myself.

-I do not have a boyfriend.
-i dont disbelieve.

-My grades are not necessarily terrible.

-my friends love me, maybe

and -I therefore, have nothing to be sad for.

Nothing big is happening that would cause me to be this sad all the time.

Sometimes it's just the little things combined, that make me overflow.

I know that might be hard to understand.

Sometimes, I may appear to not care, or to be in a different land in which you are not involved.

I'm sorry, but think about it, you do that to me all the time.

I do care.
I just forgot to show it.
and i'm sorry about the mopiness. im workin on it. 

I'm not angry or cynical about you or your new friends.

In fact I'm glad you can be happy with someone besides me.

Though, I don't know how much happiness I actually really cause(d) you.

k?

I know we're supposed to be, "good," now. 

And yes, you're right! We are! 

But. 

I just have other things holding me back that make it seem like I might hate you or something.

really.

 so can we try again..?

oh. yeah. dont freak out.

please don't deny it. i know.

so im trying to pretend that that was just a rumor and you would never ever do that to me. know why?

cause i would never do it to you.

i kinda needed a wall for a week there. and couldnt find one.

 its fine.

but always, no matter what..

I will love you regardless
not just sometimes, ALL the time.

Because you're my bud.

And because we've gotten thru more than this.

You brought me confidence I had no idea I had because of my terrible 8th grade.

And because you know me better than anyone else.

Sometimes, it's okay. 

Love love,

Redhead.

ps, wanna piece of english?

Irony; You're very yummy, actually.

I must taste yummy.

Okkkay.
What is wrong?
I thought we were all better.
Now? I don't know?
You are acting strange.
Matt.
Talk to me women!
I'm doing my best okay??

Tell me what's wrong?
Tell me of your life.
What is making you sad?




That's all.



Don't eat me.

"Maaaattttiiiieee"

It's Official.

I have been replaced.

Yep.

Her best friend is in a different country. 

I guess she doesn't like me anymore.

Just because i've gained friends, doesn't mean i have to lose some.

But. What'er. Who cares about lil old me.

I'm just a annoying piece of popcorn in her teeth.

It's a bummer.

We used to be like tiiight.

But things change, so do people.

But hey, don't let me ruin your fun.

hey remember this song?

yeah.

WELL. 

Have a good life.

I hope it's full of people who won't disappoint you. 

I'm sure you hate me..so yeah.

Bye.

-The Brunette.

Better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBIssen48hc&feature=related
hehehe i thought this worked..sorta? listen to it(: