Always.

I am pretty sure its been the longest time, and i know we both know an miss it.
Remember it?
I sure do.
It was simple.
No words, no lies, no problems.
It was in all sincerity two girls with wide eyes, ready for the world.
No doubts, no cares, all laughs and all smiles.
Just us.

It was summer, it was fall.
Really, We had it all :)
Now it's gone, hide away.
Let's bring it back-If I may?

Alright.
I told myself I would never tell you..but part of the reason I let go was for you. I felt terrible and still do, even if i doesnt show, for all the time you spent trying to help me for the better when I was too stupid to wake up and change it myself. And..maybe that it would help to show you all you did was worth it and not just things i didnt listen to or do what you say. I thought to do it for me too. Because i couldn't go on like that.I knew you were hurt even more than I was, by my ignoring looks and thinking I was perfectly fine. You've always been smarter, and knew exactly how to get me to listen.

You know me better than i do..and I dont even know why.

I've listened all along you know.
I'm sorry I never really acted on it or thanked you.

I don't know how else to say it..
I'm sorry.

Love,
Your buddy.

Maybe I'm just tired and frustrated.


 

and she went CRAZY...

oh hey.
look, i know you're not exactly in love with me right now.
but i have a feeling we both could use a friend right now.
so if you'd like to speak to me about anything i'm here.
i always have been, no matter what you think. 
i hope you know that i love you. a lot.
i've changed. i know you don't like it.
i'm not sure i do either, but what can i do?





i vote i'm sponge bob.[:

um..this picture kinda freaks me out.


i love you[:
don't forget mmmk?

withlove,
thee brunette.

Sometimes, It's Okay.

Life, it is difficult.

I, I am difficult. 

a boy told me that thrice today.

Sometimes there is absolutely NOTHING terribly wrong going on in a person's life, that person simply takes all her little things and combine them into a big one, and it comes off as the following;

"Oh I'm fine. And yes, Just fine."

Does that make sense? 

I dont want to just ramble on here.

I have no need to. (aka) :

-I don't have an injury. 

-I don't want to kill myself.

-I do not have a boyfriend.
-i dont disbelieve.

-My grades are not necessarily terrible.

-my friends love me, maybe

and -I therefore, have nothing to be sad for.

Nothing big is happening that would cause me to be this sad all the time.

Sometimes it's just the little things combined, that make me overflow.

I know that might be hard to understand.

Sometimes, I may appear to not care, or to be in a different land in which you are not involved.

I'm sorry, but think about it, you do that to me all the time.

I do care.
I just forgot to show it.
and i'm sorry about the mopiness. im workin on it. 

I'm not angry or cynical about you or your new friends.

In fact I'm glad you can be happy with someone besides me.

Though, I don't know how much happiness I actually really cause(d) you.

k?

I know we're supposed to be, "good," now. 

And yes, you're right! We are! 

But. 

I just have other things holding me back that make it seem like I might hate you or something.

really.

 so can we try again..?

oh. yeah. dont freak out.

please don't deny it. i know.

so im trying to pretend that that was just a rumor and you would never ever do that to me. know why?

cause i would never do it to you.

i kinda needed a wall for a week there. and couldnt find one.

 its fine.

but always, no matter what..

I will love you regardless
not just sometimes, ALL the time.

Because you're my bud.

And because we've gotten thru more than this.

You brought me confidence I had no idea I had because of my terrible 8th grade.

And because you know me better than anyone else.

Sometimes, it's okay. 

Love love,

Redhead.

ps, wanna piece of english?

Irony; You're very yummy, actually.

I must taste yummy.

Okkkay.
What is wrong?
I thought we were all better.
Now? I don't know?
You are acting strange.
Matt.
Talk to me women!
I'm doing my best okay??

Tell me what's wrong?
Tell me of your life.
What is making you sad?




That's all.



Don't eat me.

"Maaaattttiiiieee"

It's Official.

I have been replaced.

Yep.

Her best friend is in a different country. 

I guess she doesn't like me anymore.

Just because i've gained friends, doesn't mean i have to lose some.

But. What'er. Who cares about lil old me.

I'm just a annoying piece of popcorn in her teeth.

It's a bummer.

We used to be like tiiight.

But things change, so do people.

But hey, don't let me ruin your fun.

hey remember this song?

yeah.

WELL. 

Have a good life.

I hope it's full of people who won't disappoint you. 

I'm sure you hate me..so yeah.

Bye.

-The Brunette.

Better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBIssen48hc&feature=related
hehehe i thought this worked..sorta? listen to it(:

Different.

Hhhhhold up.
Wait.
Something, it changed.
I don't know how & when.
It just..
Did.
And I know you can agree.
But.
Will you please explain?
Because I miss you, and I miss US.

This post is not about a boy.

And yet, Is that true..?

Though I see you every day, it seems like I don't even see you at all.

Remember our summer.

I remember,, do you?

-Almost Friendless redhead.

ya

-kara 

BestFriends

best friends forever

:)

love,

the ginger and the brunette(:

Do you have a best friend?:) 

Remember, I'm still here.

Well hey :)
It's been..awhile, since I've visited this colorful abode.
I keep up pretty well with my own, "Secret Place," but not this one.
I usually just wait for Kara to post. Which..she never does.
So.
I've decided to try and visit more often, again.
Because of course, it's never too late to start over again.
That is, unless it's a math assignment with 49,00 problems..it seems.
Anywho.

Kara, she's scared.
Mattie? She's scared too.
But then again.
She has been scared for a very long time now.
So it isn't scary anymore.
Simply, sad.
Plain sad!
Boys suck, they really do.
But one day you're gonna be stuck with one for the rest of your life.
So let's just hope he goes on a mission.

I really like my best friend, and she's my favorite thing, ever.
maybe one day she'll actually play with me again.

Friday is bread day.
Don't let me forget :)

Much love,,
The Redhead.

Ps, on behalf of the "Blonde's" hair transformation,, I've decided to keep it the same.
Only, because it's coming back to it's original :)thee end.

Scared.

I'm

SCARED.

I shouldn't feel this way.

I got what i want.

we are best friends.

but why do i feel like this?

i'm so happy, yet so sad.

PLEASE don't leave me. 

you are the only person that

I've cried over and for. 

Maybe someday...soon i hope. 

i'm scared of losing you. 

love,

kara diane rhodes

(the fading brunette) 

Annoyed.

Well, while miss popular is off with her blog. i guess i can write on this one.
Let's see...we are in our 3rd week of high school?
It's been..interesting...amazing...suckish...stupid..and gay.
I transferred out of drama and musical theater..ha(:
best thing i have EVER done. even tho the ginger wouldn't agree with me.
but what'er.
Our asian turned 16! yay!(:
uh...i'm still a brunette. tho it's fading...
i'm currently addicted to 80's music.
well...80's everything.
yeah.
well.
i don't have anything else to say..so bye.
love,
thee fading brunette.

H-school

Howdy ya'll.

long time no write?

yea.

so we started high school.

hence the title.

i call it H school.

cause i think i'm cool(:

bahaha.

 so i'm not sure what to write.

Ummmm.

Mattie is really cool

i'm tired.

that's all.

love,

the now brunette(: 

p.s.

guess what.

i have brown hair. 

AND guess what

we finished our bucket list! 

we win!!!! :D 

Probably, Perfect.

Alright.
I know Kara hates it when I bring this up..
But it's gonna happen sooner or later so here we go.
If I were to describe summer in one word what would it be?
Probably, PERFECT.
Know why?
Oh so many reasons..
Probably because I've spent most of it with my Best Friend in thee entire world.
Maybe, because some of it was spiritual & uplifting in incredible ways.
Most likely, because The Blonde & had a brilliant idea back in May to make a SummerBucketList.
And Definitely,, because summer is Summer!
So when you spend it doing things you love with people you love?
Then you'll probably end up calling it Perfect :)
We have six more items left on our Bucketlist.
2.
9.
33.
50.
54.
55.
And I truly think that this summer?
54 has been my absolute favorite.
Because we've sorta done it a lot.. I think. I hope.
Kara's home now.
And I'm just a BIT happy.

Is yourr summer one to remember? :)

Love love love,,
The Red Head

Because We're Cool.

Hey.

Wanna see somethinn awesome?

And be completely JEALOUS?!

Yeah.

Watch this baby.

UH HUH.

:)

Getting bored and making videos is always fun.

You should try it sometime.

Oh ps you need a few costume changes in there too.:)

Love&MuchHyperness,,

The Red & Blonde :)

ps theres more to come...mwahahaha.

ALIVE.

Coincidence of the last post?
Maybee.


Well.
Hello World.
I would like to tell you about my best friend.
Yesterdayy,
We went to a lil park.
And played.
We had a great conversation.
And we colored.
She's really awesome btw.
Did ya know?
Anywho.
I have exciting news!!
WE ONLY HAVE 8 MORE THINGS ON OUR BUCKETLIST.
Yes.
I know some of you hate it when I say that theres..only..14 more days left.
But.
We're almost done. 
And because of Kara,
My summer has been amazing.
I'm sorta happy right now.
Even though I probably shouldn't be.
But.
Ya know.
Life goes on :)
Have a lovely day!

Much Love,,
TheRedHead.

Death

So. Today i didn't talk to my ginger ALL DAY. sorta
Well i thought she was mad at me..or didn't wanna be my friend anymore.
Because she didn't text me back. I was freakin out!
I bout died.
I also thought she was dead.
Or in a coma or something.
NBD.
Let me tell ya'll something about my best friend.
She texts me EVERYDAY.
Ok? So what would you do if she didn't text you back huh?
Yeah jump to conclusions.
After having a day with no mattie texting i realized something!
I like her. I like how she texts me everyday.
At first i thought it was kinda annoying..like leave me alone child.
But now i realize that it is a blessing.
Not a burden.
Yea ok.
i'm done now.
goodnight(:
Love, thee blonde
soon to be brunette!!!! :D

A Bushel & A Peck.

Hello fellow bloggians.
I'm about to tell you about a REALLY awesome person.
Alright?
Her name is..drum roll...
You probably already guessed it huh?
KARA!
Now I know you know that we share this blog together,, but sometimes it's fun to describe who's writing all this to you.
This post may be a little short.
BUT.
I just had to tell you how AWESOMELY AWESOME I think my best friend is.
I already think that, but ya know. Just a reminder.
Kara makes me very happy.
Even when she's calming me down, yelling at me, running away from me, mad at me, just talking, or even when she's not happy.
Her presence alerts a strange nerve in my brain that simply goes wild when I see her.
I really like her.
And I wanted YOU to know that.

Much Love,,
the Red Head.

Ps. I think I'm a pretty good Distractor when I need to be. Don't ya think? :)

Leaving.

Pictures can speak a thousand words, right?

and quotes too.

 Hmm.

Why can't I just...

With my best friend..?

I sure love my family.

But I'd like to come home :)

-The Red Head.

Seperation Anxiety.

"Here we go.
Mattie is off on another one of her trips again.
Whoopee. Now I don't have to deal with her insaneness & crazy ideas! I might miss her. I might get bored."

This is probably the direct thoughts that are going to surface Kara's brain tomorrow morning when she wakes up. [like at 3:00].
But.
What'er.
I'm leaving.
Family Reunions are semi-fun.
And I guess we'll see how this one turns out.
I'm gonna miss my BestFriend.
One time a boy called the time that Kara & I spend apart,,
"Seperation Anxiety".
something out not being able to survive without another person..?
* shrug *
I dunno!
Hipefully Kara won't miss me too much.
Psh. She won't miss me at all.

Well.
Kara and I went on an adventure yesterday.
'twas GREAT.
We did many of our Bucket of Lists'

I love that girl.

Love,,
The Read Head.

FRUSTRATION.

SOOOO. wanna hear a REAL cool story? Too bad so sad. You have to anyway. So...my other blog..you know Happy.Me(:?? well ha being the really good technical person i am. i sadly..deleted my google accound..and i can't go on it anymore...haha. funny right? WELL. If you were/want to read my new blog, i'd ask you to go here instead karadianerhodes.blogspot.com. yeah haha(: i'll try making it all cool. but it won't work. OH WELL.
Have a wonderful day/night
love,
thee blonde again

So long.

So The dear Mattie and I will be long gone this week. Well kinda. I'll be going to the camp for girls. She'll be going to the lake for bears. haha i'm funny. Tonight we were with friends and stuff. It was pretty rockin. I kinda showed all the guy a really pretty picture of her. They LOVED it(: haha Oh my forgoodness. This summer has been AMAZING. Today in the half way mark for summer. I think I might die of happy/sadness. Oh yeah I forgot. Guess what. Matt gave me a gross disease. Called...I hate being a girl. Mother Nature is a big meany. I think Peachfuzz will agree with me. Anyway. Have a great week! :D 

Love,

Thee Blonde

SillyPeople[ILoveYou]

Well.
Tonight,
Kara & played with some pretty great friends of ours.
At this place across the street from, "that big white thing with a gold man on top!"
Yep.
We played frisbee?
Walked.
Watched boys eat food.
Ew. Food.
Ate spoons..mm..
And talked & giggled with some pretty silly people!
Now let me tell you,,
Our friends are VERY silly.
But. That's okay.
Cause we are too.
Well.
Tonight was great.
I'm so happy I have silly friends.
Even if they do steal my phone & text people that are um..weird.And throw my shoes. And tell ginger jokes....
It's ok.
I still love you.
Goodnight.
Love,,
Us.

Matt.

So ya'll know my best friend. The ginger?! Well you should all know that she is *amazing*. In every way possible. Today we get to check off #4? Well. We had a picnic(: it was great fun! she very cleverly made it a scavenger hunt sorta thing. anyway! it was much fun(: she is the best! After she went home, i sat and watched tv for awhile.Then guess what. RAIN ahhhhhh(: i love summer rain. so i danced in it. for as long as my mommy would let me. but it probably made my whole summer. just because it rained. and it rained hard. loved it(:
i would show pictures of our day..but the redhead has it(:
Love,
Kara(blonde)

I  love this picture..not sure why...(:

Dear Kara.

Hey remember how this entire blog is supposed to be FULL of our adventures?

 Well. There's many adventures that there is yet to be had. 

And many that should be had very, very soonly.

 Like...now? 

Today? 

How about we actually do them then, alright blondy?

 Sounds good.

Please text your best friend if you actually wanna try.

She kinda is REAL bored right now.

And frustrated about your texting conversation last night...

Love,

The RedHead.

Ps. #4. OR #10.

Tan.

So. Yesterday while my best friend(the redhead), was at the stadium of fire. I(the blonde), was at a park. My dearest best friend came home yesterday! Okay now, the best friend I am talking about it a male. Yes, and I am VERY VERY VERY happy he is home. But anywho. If ya'll don't know me too well, then you should know that I rarely dream. As in the ones you wake up to? Well, on Thursday night i had a dream. A dream that my best friend came home. It was odd, it showed how much i missed him. That's it for now.
Love,
The Blonde(:
P.s. Did i mention that i am tan..very tan(:
p.s.s. Happy 4th tomorrow(:(:

Relatable? I think yes.

Sometimes. It's better(and easier) to read some profesh-writer's writings than to try and scramble up your own. Especially when you are at a loss for words. So Kara and I will glady show you something we read daily. Well. I do anyways.
Know why? Because it makes me happy. And let's me know I'm not the only one going thru all this jazz.
So.
Read this post.


http://caleamyshelbagley.blogspot.com/2011/07/stupid-aliens.html

It's a good one.:)
Love,,
The RedHead&Blonde.

The REAL story.

Well. Kara's little story was just so lovely, wasnt it? But now I will tell you the REAL story of what happened with our little cows.:)
First of all, this MissBlonde? She's not scary. She is actually quite beautiful. And I love her very much. And so does her lovely boy. Hes actually really a babe. And he sang to her. Yeah. I was jealous. But don't worry, it's fine; boys don't affect us. Nope. Oh and also? I did have a cow. Yep. But Kara didn't really like him..cause he wore a sweater. Oh well. Haha. Want to hear details about how he's actually really sweet & calls me sometimes just to say hey beautiful? Well too bad! I'm NOT going to anyways :) hahaha I win. You'll have to ask the ginger (not orange) herself about himmmm. Oh and about the rose. Ah. The rose.. Mm. But no matter. 'twas only a simple cow. Moo moo. I mean really. Who has a coM?? Not Mattie. Tehe. Oh and also? I'm gonna go play with my friends today. I'm real excited. Hopefully the blonde isn't mad at me. And maybe I am a little orange. But still. (that was for you karl, you happy now?) mmm. Have a lovely day. Go eat some cheese. NOT.
Love,,
The ginger.

BlogPost.

well, while my dear orange head was at girls camp i was supposed to post something. As you can all see, i failed. So hopefully this will make up for it! well. here it is. I LOVE SUMMER. ahhh <3 i love everything about it! i love the sun on my skin, the smell in the air, the late summer nights. Everything imaginable! I also like silly summer romances(: they make me feel all bubbly! hehe<3 want me to tell you a silly little story?! Well too bad i'm going to anyway! Once upon a time, there was this scary lookin child(me), and she was on this wonderful thing called FB(facebook). Then POP! look someone wants to chat with this scary child!? WHAT?!? wait, who would want that? Whoa. Cute guy from EFy?!?! The story goes on and on about how this efy boy makes the girls day/week/summer amazing. One night the scary child was at a fabulous thing called a rodeo!! Ring ring. What?! Cute Efy boy calls scary child?! Hurry! Scary child runs out of the very loud rodeo! "Hello?". "Hi. Did you want to hear the song a wrote?"" I do." 

Yes. This amazingly cute nice sweet efy boy can sing, and play the guitar while playing his own songs!!! Awe(:

This boy made scary child's summer(: 

The End.

What? you didn't like my story?! Psh.(: hahahaha

i fail at telling stories. Deal with it! well have a good night(: 

Oh Yeah. This is Matt's COW.

I don't like him much. But who cares what I think?(: 

hahahaha do you like my face in the back?!?! haha i succeeded(: 

yea ok bye

Love,

Thee Blondeish 

"Nothing. I Just Love You."

That profound statement was made minutes before the crowds of teenagers left. Before we had to take all of our thoughts and testimonies of that lovely place and pack them up in our bags. It was before we realized we might never see these amazing children of god again. BUT. Let's go back to the beginning. Back to where it all started; At this room number. :)

Monday. 2 best friends. 3 suitcases. [Mattie brought two.duh.] and 1 purpose of growing and learning and experiencing together. These best friends arrived at that joyous Marriott Center in Provo, Utah, checked in, and glided over to the one and only, Helaman Halls. I'll refrain from extensive details of the next 6 days that those two girls spent together, but I will tell you one thing. Those girls, Kara and I, we had an amazing..AMAZING experience this week. I know both of our testimonies have grown SO much. And we learned things from our counselours, teachers, speakers, company, group, and most importantly eachother,, that we would never have experienced if it werent for EFY. Beloved EFY. Blue Group. 04. One In Thine Hand. We love you. A LOT. Please never forget us. Because we will never ever forget you! Ever. [if you are reading this it applies to you. Yes you. I miss you a lot. I love you. ] thankyou for everything. 

And other readers? Please sign up for EFY. It will be the best decision of your life. Thankyou.

Love,,

"The Ginger. + the blonde. " :)

Home.

Ah. I'm home. I'm not just in a random house with weird people. I am HOME. I missed my best friend. A LOT. But that's okay! Cause next week she and I will party it up at a lovely place called EFY. I am so so so pumped. JOY!

Well. Wanna know what I learned recently, as I was absent from this modern world without church-related activities? I learned a feeling. You know that feeling? The one that's so happy and warm and fuzzy..that you just wanna go hug someone? Well, after three days of incredible time with the incredible youth and leaders of my stake, I realized I was absolutely content with myself because, not only had our leaders so lovingly shielded us from the world,(forbidden cell-phones and worldly items), but gave us a chance to bond with people we might've never known. It was so wonderful. And not only because there were a few nice-lookin young fellas. ;) mmm. But guess what Mattie learned? :)

Mmhm. And. Guess what else? I'm happy. Cause I have two more weeks of spiritual adventures ahead of me. 

Here we go # 2! And oh my FORgoodness. I get to experience that *feeling* with one of the most amazing people Ive come to know. Yep. Im talkin bout that best friend again. I really hope we learn even more in depth this next week. Cause' i..i just cant loose that warmth of happiness Im feelin now. And sadly, goodbye home. Your comfort will have to suit me another time. Whence I return. :)

Ps. Kara? Your "Secret" post was so secretive I didn't even see it. Let's see if you can see mine :)

SECRET POST!!!!(:

Hola!

This is my super uber secret post that I'm sure Mattie will never see.Tehe. Last night. Was a wonderful night. I Kara had a sleepover, if not all of you are aware a "SLEEPOVER" is when you sleep at someone else's home, or they come to your's! Sadly some people are not aloud to have sleepovers(MATTIE NELSON). Sad day. Usually at these wonderful things you try NOT to sleep. I am a pro at not sleeping. Last night my buddy Kasey and i fail miserably.We only stayed up till two am. How lame is that?? VERY. We had fun though lots of fun! We watched the best movie EVER, second to Hot Rod. NEVER SAY NEVER!!! JUSTIN BIEBER!!!! Ah. I love him with all my heart. I have seen that movie a total of 6 times now. Pretty good eh?(: I thought so too.

Well Mattie and I will be going to a wonderful place soon, very soon. It would be called EFY! Hoozaa!! I can't wait. ahhhh! So, I hope Mattie see's this and laughs. Okay. I'm done.

Love,
Karabara

P.s. Mattie, i love you(: BFF.

Here is a picture of that strange event that occurred last night(:

Did I mention we had a whip cream war? Twas fun. Very fun and YUMMY(:(:

A tribute to him.

Goodbye. Goodbye my dear. You have served your purpose as my friend very well. Those long hard days in school, the summer ones, spring ones, and even fall ones when I wanted to be a Rebel. You were always there for me. So comfortable. So sweet. And loving. I am so glad we met that warm day in August right before my lovely 9th grade year. You probably contributed a lot of joy to my soul. And though you have been broken, tattered, played with, and out-worn, I love you just the way you are. Never forget me. Cause I'll never ever forget you. You, and your soft whiteness. Your heel that was broken in the first week we were together. Your severed loops and buckle.

So here's a tribute to you. Have a long, lovely life, under that Colossus ride at Lagoon. I'll miss you. But I know that broken spoon Kara threw you will keep you company. I licked it just for you. Yep.

Well. Goodbye. My dear. I love you, a lot.

(this is BEFORE my darling was taken away.)

 see him? he's right there. in the right corner.

Bye love. 

I'll miss you. 

Love,,

Mattie.

P.s. I had a really great time with my friends yesterday. I'm so glad we adventured out into that land called Lagoon. Though my knee still hurts, I hated the brainfreezes, and we didnt document our time gazing at those attractive boys, I loved it. I loved those shriek-wanting rides. I loved the hilarious conversations we shared. I loved how wet we got.:)  I love those girls I went with. A LOT. Thankyou darlings. You make my life complete. :) 

see? we got a lil wet there. :) and we're a lil silly there too.
 (oh and thanks KASEY for takin our picture.)

The Other Half.

Well Hello(:

My name is Kara.

I am the other half of this blog, my dearest best friend Mattie it the other. I would like to say that I am the blonde and proud of it(: Mattie likes to say that she has Red hair, but everyone else thinks differently(: Haha We are on a quest. A quest to have the most excellent summer EVER! We will start by going to a wonderful little place called EFY. Am i excited? YES. Are we going to meet lots of cute boys, and get all spiritual? YES.

Well have a magnificent day!(:

Love,

Karaboo

Why Hello There (:

Good Morning Bright Sunshine, Thee Earth Says HELLO!
My name is Mattie Nelson and I am thee very First to post on our lovely new blog!

This is our first blog, Kara and I, so here we go! :)